Fucked Up

[shadowfactor]

Everything seems so fucked up lately, not fucked up in a bad way, but just fucked up. I'm going deaf half the time, i see colors everywhere and i cant even tell what color a light is on the fucking road! I dont know whats wrong with me, but its fucked up, and i dont know what to do about it. only to see what will become of it, i know its only gonna

Comments

[panterachick]

Like I dont check everyday to see if you wrote something more for me to read psh! lol!
I hate these days where I get up and have to leave, when I cant see you b/c I have school! It makes me so angry when something is stopping me from seeing you, that I didnt create myself. Baby I know that we argue sometimes and we might get aggrivated but everyday I love you more and more! I love you so much its insane. I am here for you and even if you think I might not love you, just look at me look at you, my eyes want to cry when I look at you because you are so beautiful I dont know what to do. I need you. When I say I dont know why I love you I dont mean i dont know what it is about you that i love I mean I dont know why I fell in love with anyone, why it happened to me, but I know why I love you as a person and why you are the best one to me. I might miss her for ever but I have you and you are who I want in my life til I die. as long as I can talk to u and hold you I am ok, I love you chad jensen (haha) and i always will you are apart of me now and I love it!