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A little something for an online friend of mine, who I will keep anonymous.:
I think finally, I'm done with you. Its been six years or almost such- but its not like that means anything to you. You say you care about me but you never prove that unless occasionally listening to what I say means you just care oh so much.
I don't have money of my own pretty much but I've bought you art commissions,presents. I have not gotten anything from you but you'll give it to other friends. You avoid meeting me in person until I'm 18 and you keep bailing out. Why? Because you think I'm going to allow you to fucking have sex with me and I'm not. Not anymore.
You're emotionally damaged, I understand that. That doesn't excuse you to treat me this way- I'm sorry I actually care about people. I am sorry I actually can show a loyalty to friendship. I am sorry I am not like you, I'm sorry I'm not a slut. I am sorry I am as you once said "angsty and emo...not to mention clingy". I am sorry I stuck up for you when you would never do the same for me.
Fuck you. <3 I hope maybe one day you'll think about how fucked up you really are, I may be fucked up too but not like you. At least I care about those I have in my life.
I may add to this more later.
I think finally, I'm done with you. Its been six years or almost such- but its not like that means anything to you. You say you care about me but you never prove that unless occasionally listening to what I say means you just care oh so much.
I don't have money of my own pretty much but I've bought you art commissions,presents. I have not gotten anything from you but you'll give it to other friends. You avoid meeting me in person until I'm 18 and you keep bailing out. Why? Because you think I'm going to allow you to fucking have sex with me and I'm not. Not anymore.
You're emotionally damaged, I understand that. That doesn't excuse you to treat me this way- I'm sorry I actually care about people. I am sorry I actually can show a loyalty to friendship. I am sorry I am not like you, I'm sorry I'm not a slut. I am sorry I am as you once said "angsty and emo...not to mention clingy". I am sorry I stuck up for you when you would never do the same for me.
Fuck you. <3 I hope maybe one day you'll think about how fucked up you really are, I may be fucked up too but not like you. At least I care about those I have in my life.
I may add to this more later.