Updates on Life
So things have been going better than in my last post....well kind of anyway. I was increasingly depressed for the past month and was considering attempting to try cutting times but then relented to not do so. (Attempt didn't work anyway lol,dumb knives.)
But then May came around, I just tried hoping for the best, praying more then just once a day or so and eventually things became better. Brian (bf) came online again,we talked and now everything is okay,he eased some of the worries I had about other stuff and he said he loved me so i'm really relieved and thankful for that.
School wise it is meh as usual but trying to try harder and to turn all my work and all that kind of stuff. Itsworking fairly well. I think baring math I'll pass my classes this year.
But today I found out some bad news...my cousin who had been in legal trouble before (not for hurting anyone or even being malicious in any fashion) got arrested....by the FBI. He is in a holding cell not that far away in the state...but if things don't go well he will go to state prison for possibly 20 years. He is really nice and things happened this way basically because people got him into things or put all the blame on him to get out of trouble themselves. Fuck. I just hope he can be safe if he has to go to jail, and it won't be all that time. :c
I never can seem to post weekly or even more like some people do but i'll try to atleast post once a month or so,been doing better than I was. I got a new icon of Kura to use but I had to get rid of one of my other icons because I don't really want to pay $20 a year to get extra space for them.
But then May came around, I just tried hoping for the best, praying more then just once a day or so and eventually things became better. Brian (bf) came online again,we talked and now everything is okay,he eased some of the worries I had about other stuff and he said he loved me so i'm really relieved and thankful for that.
School wise it is meh as usual but trying to try harder and to turn all my work and all that kind of stuff. Itsworking fairly well. I think baring math I'll pass my classes this year.
But today I found out some bad news...my cousin who had been in legal trouble before (not for hurting anyone or even being malicious in any fashion) got arrested....by the FBI. He is in a holding cell not that far away in the state...but if things don't go well he will go to state prison for possibly 20 years. He is really nice and things happened this way basically because people got him into things or put all the blame on him to get out of trouble themselves. Fuck. I just hope he can be safe if he has to go to jail, and it won't be all that time. :c
I never can seem to post weekly or even more like some people do but i'll try to atleast post once a month or so,been doing better than I was. I got a new icon of Kura to use but I had to get rid of one of my other icons because I don't really want to pay $20 a year to get extra space for them.