Phenoix Rising
Good thing I'm an Irish Sagittarius. Sometimes I wonder how I'd survive without massive amounts of stress and energy.
I feel alive again. Finally some of the bickering has stopped. Now it's getting very close to my vacation. I've been waiting almost all summer for this. Finally I get to be with him. I've missed him so much. 4 days completely to ourselves. No one is going to stop me. No one is going to hold me down anymore. You faggots will succumb to my wrath. Don't even try fucking with me, you will regret it. The time for me to fight for my sanity is to begin. Let me sink into the darkness to take everything in... I need it in order to give myself closure on the situation. Don't bother me.
I've made my decisions and I want to be left in peace. I don't want to cause any more damage than what you've already done to our family and friends. Right now I cannot stand the sight of you and your selfishness. Yet I understand what it is like to feel as if you were truly alone. I'm not sympathizing with you, because what you did to me and my family was wrong. You lied. End of story. You're trying to justify it instead of admitting it and attempting to get my trust back. Please don't make me do what I had to do to the other half of my family. I don't want to cut you out either, but if this continues I won't hesitate to do so. I'm not afraid to do what I have to do. After all survival is key and it has been my entire life. I'm tired of surviving I want to live. I will live at my own terms and no one will stop me. Not even you. I'm tired of caring what everyone else thinks, except for him.
What you say Jess matters most of all. I may not agree with everything you say, but I still take in what you say with deep consideration. I know we will butt heads from time to time. It's expected in a healthy relationship. When you're right then you're right. End of story, I will try to admit it as much as possible. I'm not perfect, but I try like hell. <3 You know I love you.
I got a fire burning inside of me. Time to unleash the inferno to clear my path. It's time. Fate guide me into this new divide.
Blessed be. May the fates inspire your general direction.
<3 Ping
I feel alive again. Finally some of the bickering has stopped. Now it's getting very close to my vacation. I've been waiting almost all summer for this. Finally I get to be with him. I've missed him so much. 4 days completely to ourselves. No one is going to stop me. No one is going to hold me down anymore. You faggots will succumb to my wrath. Don't even try fucking with me, you will regret it. The time for me to fight for my sanity is to begin. Let me sink into the darkness to take everything in... I need it in order to give myself closure on the situation. Don't bother me.
I've made my decisions and I want to be left in peace. I don't want to cause any more damage than what you've already done to our family and friends. Right now I cannot stand the sight of you and your selfishness. Yet I understand what it is like to feel as if you were truly alone. I'm not sympathizing with you, because what you did to me and my family was wrong. You lied. End of story. You're trying to justify it instead of admitting it and attempting to get my trust back. Please don't make me do what I had to do to the other half of my family. I don't want to cut you out either, but if this continues I won't hesitate to do so. I'm not afraid to do what I have to do. After all survival is key and it has been my entire life. I'm tired of surviving I want to live. I will live at my own terms and no one will stop me. Not even you. I'm tired of caring what everyone else thinks, except for him.
What you say Jess matters most of all. I may not agree with everything you say, but I still take in what you say with deep consideration. I know we will butt heads from time to time. It's expected in a healthy relationship. When you're right then you're right. End of story, I will try to admit it as much as possible. I'm not perfect, but I try like hell. <3 You know I love you.
I got a fire burning inside of me. Time to unleash the inferno to clear my path. It's time. Fate guide me into this new divide.
Blessed be. May the fates inspire your general direction.
<3 Ping