Stress
I'm so stressed out I haven't been able to sleep at night because the thoughts and worries flowing threw my head. I need to find a job but it is so hard to do so when you don't have a car. I did have an interview by luck I actually just went in to fill out an app. and was asked to do an interview. Brandy went in for hers the same time too. Neither Brandy nor I got the job Im kinda thinking it was because they thought we were together but oh well It was a pretty sketchy place anyways. So I have an interview on friday and I hope I get it cause I neeeeeeed to pay rent thats all that has been on my mind for weeks now again soooo hard with out transportation. I feel soo bad Its not brandy or Jims responsibility for my stay here even though they did know I had no job when she asked me to move in earlier than expected. She was going to drive me to work if I found one but things got so much more complicated when she found out she was going to have to look also, But I can not find words to thank her and show my appreciation for what she has done for me except that she has been a great friend one that I couldn't have asked for a better one. I'm going to try my best to find a job on the way to her job that way I can catch a ride and It will only be for a week because then I will have a car. Hell if only I had had this car even a week ago I would be working and wouldn't have to feel bad any more I absolutly hate this feeling and It makes me feel like a bad friend but I can only do what I can do right now, at least I have a idea of what area I need to go. Well, today I cleaned the house and the puppy pin that was fucking gross. I don't know how the hell Brandy does it. It took me like and hour because every time I went near it I would gagg. Eaouuuu! Then I searched for jobs and Pat picked me up. I had so much fun with him. For the first time in my life I am treated like a goddess and I fucking love every second of it. I'm so damn happy with the way things are and excited more and more every day! Well Im going to try to get up early if that is I can sleep, STRESS! *whimper* so I can send my resume out again. Until next time......