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Well, I spent pretty much the last two days crying. I just all of a sudden felt really depressed and I was fighting with my family. I'm feel quite better now though after finding consolation in my father, which is unusual enough! My mother sent him into my room to talk to me because I wouldn't say more than a word to her. Quite a childish display really but at least I've recognised that fact. Anyway, afterwards I went out and apologised for the way I acted to everyone.
Today we went canoeing for the first time in years! It was heaps fun, and also my sisters first time, so it was good to see her happy and having fun. Though where we went to canoe wasn't the ideal place. Coby Dam was our destination for our canoeing expedition...covered in scum and all dark and murky like. Lead my imagination to go wild and raise all sorts of images of monsters and hideous lurking things that would be under the surface. Despite the way she laughed, I would like to think frightened my sister a bit when I voiced these suspicions! Bah! Cant help myself!