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I've changed my mind. I want the drugs. Counselling's all well and good, but I was diagnosed at Easter, and I still haven't been able to see anyone yet.
I had a crying fit last night and another when I woke up this morning. I know that they were both about the same thing, but when I did it this morning I didn't even remember what it was that had upset so much last night. I had a crying fit the night before last too. I'm worrying this could be a pattern.
I keep wanting to snap at people, tell them to leave me alone, but then i know I'll be lonely when they're not here.
Cannot hack this. Not at all.
I had a crying fit last night and another when I woke up this morning. I know that they were both about the same thing, but when I did it this morning I didn't even remember what it was that had upset so much last night. I had a crying fit the night before last too. I'm worrying this could be a pattern.
I keep wanting to snap at people, tell them to leave me alone, but then i know I'll be lonely when they're not here.
Cannot hack this. Not at all.