Oct 21, 2004 14:44
I miss you. I miss all of you. It was unhealthy. I can't go back there. If you hadn't already noticed, it was the most miserable, terrible, and unrewarding experience of my life. If I had stayed, I would have jumped off a bridge. That is all.
I'm now residing in the place in which I hate. Yet, I'm currently in love and being fulfilled on every single level. I could fuck all day, every day, for the rest of my life and be happy. I'm very happy with my life right now. I can't stress it enough. I laugh when I read all my journals from the past, like last year... why didn't I quit that stupid school sooner? I'm working toward goals, making money, making love, preparing for a future, and preparing for a career. la la la.