I've known you all my life and don't know your name.
I just got off the phone with Jason. Something about that boy. I like him, don't get me wrong, but he seems to be pushing too hard. He wants and expects me to be his girlfriend just because he says he is sooooooo in love with me or whatever. I don't feel that way about anyone, and he shouldn't about me, and I really don't think he truly does. He just wants to be with me so bad, and I'm not entirely sure what his intentions are. Plus, I may not even be at EKU next semester, and I certainly won't be here during the summer. So even if we are together its not like we can spend much time together. Today was good, just like the weekend. I have hope, which is more than I've ever had in my current situation. (see previous entry) Today, Allison, Keda, and I bonded at Lake Reba and then Sony's and then random driving. I talked to Brooks again, and tomorrow we have an interview at 6:30 pm, I'm excited, nervous, anxious, and worried. Currently, I am tired, confused, and yet peaceful. I guess you could say I'm okay, and that is better than nothing.