Suttle differences in us.
I'm unsettled right now, despite the zen-like day I've had. It started with work-shop and tanning on the roof with like 10 of my sisters it was great. Then, Allison and I ventured off to Jacobson Park where we took many pictures, and rolled in the grass. It was delightful. I love taking pictures. Next up was return home, not before we hit up Wok 'N Go and Ginny's house. I began watching Kill Bill, didn't finish and now I am in the room almost asleep. Ginny is in a horrendous mood but refuses to give me any information other than.. "I'm fine." There is no hope anyway, she probably wants nothing more than me to talk less. So, I will sit here, again, and pretend not to care about her. On another sad note, I sat on this huge green hill today (while taking a break from photo shoot) and I was thinking about my future (this can never be good) I try so hard to be positive, and have a little bit of clarity for once, and everytime I smile I get this overwhelming sense of uncertainty of next semester that I just get all upset.. ugh. This sucks. Sleep. Things will work out.