I want a girl
Yesterday was the 4th of July and Lakeside was more packed than ive ever seen it. It was cool walking around and seeing people everywhere. We drove by Gilly and the other two girls who partied here Sunday. She is 3 years younger than me but 3 years isnt much. I think we drove by them twice but when we actually found a place to park and walked around we never saw them. I was relieved in a way cause I was too baked to handle it. We eventually got bored and came back to my house and smoked a few more down. I sent Gilly a message on myspace and she sent one back but it was short. I sent her another one and hopefully she gives me her number since she was too drunk to save mine the night I gave it to her. I hope that she is interested in getting to know each other better and maybe seeing if we go anywhere. I suppose its a good thing though I didnt see her yesterday cause I dont know if she is against smoking or not. There is always time I guess, unless she gets a boyfriend or something. Im sick of being single. Its nice in some aspects but its also lonely. I miss having somebody there to open up to and cuddle with.