They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah... try to stay sober; feels like I'm dying here...
Eh, lotta homework, but had a couple things to write...
Last night was a waste, most of the night was upset with everything, and... well, things are patched up. Kinda. I still am having trouble forgiving my dad completely, but... apparantly when he was my age, he got hurt really badly by a girl who he dated for two years... and he doesn't want that to happen to me... still, I wish he could just see that Christina is different and see that it's not all about me. It's our relationship. It's about us. I'm trying to make sure I think of what's best for us first, rather than me. We may be young, but my mom gave examples to him of my relatives who were YOUNGER than me when they started dating the person they're married to now. Still, last night my dad's words hurt me a lot... and even when he was trying to apologize, he kept saying things that just made things worse... I just hope and pray that Christina will never dump me...
Today was pretty uneventful, but I do know that Mrs. Spuck plans to bring in DDR for Spanish class on May 13th... hey, it'll be Friday the 13th! haha, hope I don't get bad luck on the dance floor!
In other news, last night my mom finally ordered the game I wanted to preorder, so now I just gotta wait for it to come in the mail... oh, and I still need to give her the money for it, haha. Hope I remember!
Computer Club... I think it was canceled today. Eh, I wonder if they still have it... or if I'm even interested, we just goof off on the computers for two hours... which is fun, but wastes a whole two hours every Thursday...
Oh, and wow Frank and I had some funny moments today, haha... "Your face is imported!" "Your MOM'S imported!" ...oh, and can't forget Spanish... "Why is there a nurse in that person's house?" "That's not a nurse!" "Then why is that prostitute making the bed?" "That's a maid!" "The prostitute is a maid?" "Yeah... daytime shift, nighttime shift!" ...and when we told Mike... "Well, she was wearing all white! Only nurses and prostitutes wear all white!" "Where did you hear that?" "...internet..." hahahaha, Frank is just the funniest person in the world... though he can't be serious...
Well, I gotta do homework... and I really hope I can talk to Christina tonight... that girl is the best! Haha, Jen absolutely HAD to see "the picture" to believe me! We gotta do that again soon, that was sooo fun! My parents saw the picture and my mom was just like, "As long as you two keep your clothes on." And next time we do it, hopefully we'll get a little more than 5 kisses in... because the heat of the moment was amazing, and I had so much fun with Christina! It's great having your bestfriend be your girlfriend! I have such a great time with her and will always love her so much! And even just seeing her... holding her close... and even just seeing her beautiful face in general... and even just hearing her voice... and even just knowing that I'm in her life... it feels so special! I'm so blessed to have such a great girlfriend!
I asked God for a flower and He gave me a garden...
I asked Him for a tree and He gave me a forest...
I asked God for a river and He gave me an ocean...
Well, Christina, I asked Him for a girlfriend... and God gave me YOU! You're so much more than what I could ever ask for! Know that you're amazing no matter what others say! And remember, other friends may come and go... but I will always be there... so put your faith in me, and you won't ever regret it!
Last night was a waste, most of the night was upset with everything, and... well, things are patched up. Kinda. I still am having trouble forgiving my dad completely, but... apparantly when he was my age, he got hurt really badly by a girl who he dated for two years... and he doesn't want that to happen to me... still, I wish he could just see that Christina is different and see that it's not all about me. It's our relationship. It's about us. I'm trying to make sure I think of what's best for us first, rather than me. We may be young, but my mom gave examples to him of my relatives who were YOUNGER than me when they started dating the person they're married to now. Still, last night my dad's words hurt me a lot... and even when he was trying to apologize, he kept saying things that just made things worse... I just hope and pray that Christina will never dump me...
Today was pretty uneventful, but I do know that Mrs. Spuck plans to bring in DDR for Spanish class on May 13th... hey, it'll be Friday the 13th! haha, hope I don't get bad luck on the dance floor!
In other news, last night my mom finally ordered the game I wanted to preorder, so now I just gotta wait for it to come in the mail... oh, and I still need to give her the money for it, haha. Hope I remember!
Computer Club... I think it was canceled today. Eh, I wonder if they still have it... or if I'm even interested, we just goof off on the computers for two hours... which is fun, but wastes a whole two hours every Thursday...
Oh, and wow Frank and I had some funny moments today, haha... "Your face is imported!" "Your MOM'S imported!" ...oh, and can't forget Spanish... "Why is there a nurse in that person's house?" "That's not a nurse!" "Then why is that prostitute making the bed?" "That's a maid!" "The prostitute is a maid?" "Yeah... daytime shift, nighttime shift!" ...and when we told Mike... "Well, she was wearing all white! Only nurses and prostitutes wear all white!" "Where did you hear that?" "...internet..." hahahaha, Frank is just the funniest person in the world... though he can't be serious...
Well, I gotta do homework... and I really hope I can talk to Christina tonight... that girl is the best! Haha, Jen absolutely HAD to see "the picture" to believe me! We gotta do that again soon, that was sooo fun! My parents saw the picture and my mom was just like, "As long as you two keep your clothes on." And next time we do it, hopefully we'll get a little more than 5 kisses in... because the heat of the moment was amazing, and I had so much fun with Christina! It's great having your bestfriend be your girlfriend! I have such a great time with her and will always love her so much! And even just seeing her... holding her close... and even just seeing her beautiful face in general... and even just hearing her voice... and even just knowing that I'm in her life... it feels so special! I'm so blessed to have such a great girlfriend!
I asked God for a flower and He gave me a garden...
I asked Him for a tree and He gave me a forest...
I asked God for a river and He gave me an ocean...
Well, Christina, I asked Him for a girlfriend... and God gave me YOU! You're so much more than what I could ever ask for! Know that you're amazing no matter what others say! And remember, other friends may come and go... but I will always be there... so put your faith in me, and you won't ever regret it!