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I am posting this filtered for obvious reasons. (EDIT: Since made public.)
One of the things I've been dealing with recently is that I have been afraid to post my travel plans because I am afraid that Judah will take this opportunity to come to the house and hurt or kill my cats. (Nicky will be at a friend's house.)
Or steal stuff, but stuff can be replaced, and of course if the house is robbed the cops will look at him first, possibly before he even has the opportunity to fence stuff. Stuff can be replaced. Pets, not so much.
He has a history of animal abuse and a recent escalation and I am really scared.
And I hate that by the very nature of it all I can't talk about that.
So yes, I am excited and happy about new magazine, I did have a magical Readercon, it's just that I also have this vein of terror and dread and I feel totally silenced about it.
One of the things I've been dealing with recently is that I have been afraid to post my travel plans because I am afraid that Judah will take this opportunity to come to the house and hurt or kill my cats. (Nicky will be at a friend's house.)
Or steal stuff, but stuff can be replaced, and of course if the house is robbed the cops will look at him first, possibly before he even has the opportunity to fence stuff. Stuff can be replaced. Pets, not so much.
He has a history of animal abuse and a recent escalation and I am really scared.
And I hate that by the very nature of it all I can't talk about that.
So yes, I am excited and happy about new magazine, I did have a magical Readercon, it's just that I also have this vein of terror and dread and I feel totally silenced about it.