MD has captured my soul
because of the whole incedent last tuesday, i had an emergency appt on thursday. im aware that my body is adjusting without the presence of drugs, but more anxious to learn why i lost control of myself in total fear of what i still dont know. i explained my fall out and he followed with a series of questions which led to the explanation that those who are bipolar react to anti-depressants by irradict behavior, feeling sky-hi and experiencing psychosis. umm...up until this point i was sure i had no real mental problems just Adhd and a mood disorder together might seem as if i was manic. i can no longer take just the anti's and was prescribed depakote as an offset. bipolar disorder is no small thing and the hardest part was downplaying a small problem with an addition of another med. oh well i ended up breaking it down for her cuz she didn't understand what it meant. im not sure if i accept the diagnoses since the illness had been waiting for the trigger all along and i never saw it coming. oh jimi how do i deal with this frustrating mess?