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[shades_of_joy]

well, Bre's back at Houghton. :-D so far it hasn't been much diff than last semester, but it's only been a few hours. ;-P this quote of Flogging Molly's kinda sums up a lot of break for me, unfortunately: "someone said it was Christmas, not a tree was in sight/ the only thing growing was my will to die". but things have taken a turn for the better and i'm trying hard to change what i don't like about me...the things that don't glorify God and help His people. I'm excited that He gives us the chance to start over again every day, every second as soon as we ask. That's the view i have of "His mercies are new every morning" right now. I'm killing time til Lindsey gets back--I can't wait to see her again!!!!!! :-D Excuse me while I kill my 4th fly so far >:-[ Haha, I'm really tired right now...hopefully next post i'll be more clear-headed. Now because "I love to see you smile", i'll try posting jokes and quotes and stuff so u don't have to just read my blathering. Here's some good advice for ppl like me who are facing a crapload of new classwork tomorrow, just to keep the right perspective: "if you eat a frog in the morning, nothing worse will happen to either of you for the rest of the day". So "smile, it confuses people". :-)

Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight