Jun 13, 2005 10:59
So my birthday party was awesome. But when i got home, it sucked, josh and buffy spent the night and i was going to sleep on the bed with buffy, but it was to hot so josh slept on the bed. And today Josh was telling me what they did. I am so pissed at him, and im not going to talk to him untill he says hes sorry. And im never having buffy over agian, cause she kept on saying all night that shes not so easy and how she wants to be with alan. And josh always says how he wants to be with courtner, and im sick of people being like that. I hate people that are like that.
So i called Adam last night to wish him a early birthday and he was like wow you remembered and i was like yea only because i was going through my old calender when we were going out and i saw it, and he was like well i want a card with 50$ and a cookie and i better get it, and i was like yea right. Right after he was saying how im a terrible person i am, and he was the great one and i always screwed things up and all this stuff, and i just wanted to say fuck you, i was so pissed.
So i had a good birthday party, but a horrible birthday, and i don't feel any different, and people don't treat me different so really i don't care any more.