I have a few questions, and spilling my heart out
I do not like livejournal. I don't think posting emo bullshit all day long is a form of entertainment, but looking back the past few weeks thats changed, so maybe I will start posting more often. I've seen people, especially Steven(congrats to you) posting about good things that have been happening. The last week or two though especially disturbed me. It has been exactly 50 weeks since I last posted, so please read the entire entry, do not skip around, and think about what I have said for a few minutes before you post a comment, get back to life, or whatever it is you do during the day. I encourage everyone involved in the situation(including Matt, though I dont have his username, I don't think) to comment here, and leave constructive criticism(not 'Ur a b1tch LOLZ') so we might be able to get all sides of the story, and come to a solution. Thank you. Now buckle your seat belts, put your tray tables down, and read this with an open heart.
Before I came to High School I have never been considered a cool guy, someone you can hang out with, or have a good time with. I hung out with Mike, Micah, Drew, Doug, and that was just about it. When I found myself in this group of friends I could not have been happier. All of a sudden I wasn't a loser, and I found a multitude of strengths that I have, and have even taken a liking to showing off every once in a (day)while. Because of this start, It should be obvious that I don't want to lose anyone as a friend. As of december 8th 2 years ago, my life was changed forever. I got a girlfriend, and started building an amazing relationship that lasts still to this day, and many years into the future. I will take blow after blow, any amount of criticism, or even drop people close to me for her if things aren't working out. Now that should strike the well-minded reader as odd, considering my friends were one of the best things that ever happened to me. Bear with me.
A few weeks ago something was said that upset Christa, by Fiona. What was said? Everyones talking about it, but nobody will tell me what exactly was said. People are saying that she isn't listening to both sides of the story, but from what I know, the people that say that haven't talked to Fiona to find out what happened from her side. Doesn't seem very fair, does it? Matt, you probably won't read this(but if someone sent this to him, it would be great)but I honestly believe that what was said was an accident, or a misunderstanding, caused from more than just her feeling uncomfortable at what you were doing at the party. I think it makes sense, and I ask for you to forgive her, Christa as well. And Fiona, I do want you to apologise to them if they forgive you.
Kailee, you and Fiona have been friends for so long, don't let something like this come between you, especially if Christa and Matt forgive her. You won't like me saying this, but this whole thing really has nothing to do with you at all, or Topher for that matter. I don't want anything to come between you, and you need to apologise to Fiona about the page dominating bitch/rant you posted. Topher, I don't want you thinking any less of Fiona than you used to, especially if you dont ask her yourself what happened. I know how amazing she is, and I don't want any bad feelings about her, especially if I'm right with what I said earlier.
I don't want friends to turn into enemies, but I want to make it clear that no matter what happens, I am with Fiona. If my friends can't forgive and forget something that she said, and will raise their fists in anger and say hurtful things, then you are disrespecting friendship, and I don't want any part of you. Please understand what I am saying, as I think Christa and Matt are both willing to forgive and forget, even if uninvolved parties are not. Thank you for reading this, and thank you for thinking about everything I said before you make a decision.
Before I came to High School I have never been considered a cool guy, someone you can hang out with, or have a good time with. I hung out with Mike, Micah, Drew, Doug, and that was just about it. When I found myself in this group of friends I could not have been happier. All of a sudden I wasn't a loser, and I found a multitude of strengths that I have, and have even taken a liking to showing off every once in a (day)while. Because of this start, It should be obvious that I don't want to lose anyone as a friend. As of december 8th 2 years ago, my life was changed forever. I got a girlfriend, and started building an amazing relationship that lasts still to this day, and many years into the future. I will take blow after blow, any amount of criticism, or even drop people close to me for her if things aren't working out. Now that should strike the well-minded reader as odd, considering my friends were one of the best things that ever happened to me. Bear with me.
A few weeks ago something was said that upset Christa, by Fiona. What was said? Everyones talking about it, but nobody will tell me what exactly was said. People are saying that she isn't listening to both sides of the story, but from what I know, the people that say that haven't talked to Fiona to find out what happened from her side. Doesn't seem very fair, does it? Matt, you probably won't read this(but if someone sent this to him, it would be great)but I honestly believe that what was said was an accident, or a misunderstanding, caused from more than just her feeling uncomfortable at what you were doing at the party. I think it makes sense, and I ask for you to forgive her, Christa as well. And Fiona, I do want you to apologise to them if they forgive you.
Kailee, you and Fiona have been friends for so long, don't let something like this come between you, especially if Christa and Matt forgive her. You won't like me saying this, but this whole thing really has nothing to do with you at all, or Topher for that matter. I don't want anything to come between you, and you need to apologise to Fiona about the page dominating bitch/rant you posted. Topher, I don't want you thinking any less of Fiona than you used to, especially if you dont ask her yourself what happened. I know how amazing she is, and I don't want any bad feelings about her, especially if I'm right with what I said earlier.
I don't want friends to turn into enemies, but I want to make it clear that no matter what happens, I am with Fiona. If my friends can't forgive and forget something that she said, and will raise their fists in anger and say hurtful things, then you are disrespecting friendship, and I don't want any part of you. Please understand what I am saying, as I think Christa and Matt are both willing to forgive and forget, even if uninvolved parties are not. Thank you for reading this, and thank you for thinking about everything I said before you make a decision.