To All Who Care
I know most of yall probably don't care to hear this but I'm in love...I'm in love with Shanna Spears at this point...But I'm going to put myself through hell trying to get her back...She completes me in everyway possible...so for 3 months starting today I'm not going to call her, I'm going to wait for her to call me...but as these 3 months start today shes on my mind...all I can think about right now is her...and I know right now she thinks she's in love with someone else...but I can hear it in her voice when she talks to me...I can see it in her eyes when she looks at me...I can feel this with everything I that I am that she still loves me like I love her...and I'm hoping and praying that this doesn't backfire or anything like that and leave me still wanting her but she doesn't want me...But I'm going to get me a job, and change myself...not for her...but for me..because I WANT to...I need to do this...I just hope everything turns out good for both of us...