oh sweet confusion
there are so many things in my mind that it might explode!
i wish there was some sort of organization system one could use for their brain and their thoughts. it would be much more helpful to look at thoughts in therms of their categories.
anyways, as far as
things that i can actually wrap my mind around:
i decided to get my hair cut yesterday. woke up in a rush of energy and productivity. its a very interesting haircut. i honestly love it. Rob is a true artist. he is like edward scissorhands.
then biked over to bela's house to take pictures and discuss.
then came home and spent the entire day developing pictures downstairs. i ended up doing about 10 and i am happy with every single one. it was nice to get back to that little room. i barely did any photography over the winter and so it was nice to get back to it.
i had to take breaks in between developing to lay around and be sad. it just had to happen this way though. had a weird hypervenilating fit on the bathroom floor. guessing it was some sort of reaction i had? strange.
incomparison to yesterday and friday (which was just a fucking amazing night in every sense) today has kind of sucked.
i feel so confused.
i drew a question mark on myself.
i wish there was some sort of organization system one could use for their brain and their thoughts. it would be much more helpful to look at thoughts in therms of their categories.
anyways, as far as
things that i can actually wrap my mind around:
i decided to get my hair cut yesterday. woke up in a rush of energy and productivity. its a very interesting haircut. i honestly love it. Rob is a true artist. he is like edward scissorhands.
then biked over to bela's house to take pictures and discuss.
then came home and spent the entire day developing pictures downstairs. i ended up doing about 10 and i am happy with every single one. it was nice to get back to that little room. i barely did any photography over the winter and so it was nice to get back to it.
i had to take breaks in between developing to lay around and be sad. it just had to happen this way though. had a weird hypervenilating fit on the bathroom floor. guessing it was some sort of reaction i had? strange.
incomparison to yesterday and friday (which was just a fucking amazing night in every sense) today has kind of sucked.
i feel so confused.
i drew a question mark on myself.