put your heart back onto your sleeve
i'm so sorry that it had to happen like this,
but i'm realizing that i've been ignoring myself and my feelings for a long time
in order to avoid actually fixing things.
and in order to do this, i had to be a little selfish and (for the first time in a long time) do something that was truly only for me.
you're lucky that you're not as fucked up as me because i have more work to do than you can imagine and i haven't the slightest clue as to how to even begin.
i'm sorry that the conclusion to this had to be hurting you-
please trust me that if there was any other way,
i would have taken it.
i'm so sorry and i hope you're ok.
but i'm realizing that i've been ignoring myself and my feelings for a long time
in order to avoid actually fixing things.
and in order to do this, i had to be a little selfish and (for the first time in a long time) do something that was truly only for me.
you're lucky that you're not as fucked up as me because i have more work to do than you can imagine and i haven't the slightest clue as to how to even begin.
i'm sorry that the conclusion to this had to be hurting you-
please trust me that if there was any other way,
i would have taken it.
i'm so sorry and i hope you're ok.