i ride the greyhound bus/ i ride it everywhere
July is the ultimate summer month.
I'm afraid of August because its probibly going to feel different and everyone gets so busy in August.
i hope that it doesn't feel too different!
summertime is so romantic.
it truly is.
i can't beleive how perfect the past......four days have been
four or five.
!
absolutly perfect!
it started off with watching Frida with Julia a few days ago
we were both really into the movie,
and then in very calm and insightful moods afterwards
ever since that day, everything has been falling into place so nicely.
i think its because i've been doing everything i want to do and nothing i don't want to.
(if that makes sense)
i feel that i have been living up summer really well this year
so much better than last year
ahhh
yesterday!
today!
tomorow!
my mom and i are going to Mexican Town today.
i'm excited because my mom and i haven't done anything together in a very long time
i love being mexican
and i love mexican town
and i love frida
and i love my grandpa.
i've been really thinking about my ethnical roots lately.
i want to go back to the motherland
i have so many cousins there and distant relatives that would take me in.
I'm thinking about going next summer by myself.
i have enough money for it in the bank.
my cousins live in Mexico city!
which is where i want to live for all of my life, or at least a part of it.
i need to get on learning spanish.
speaking of traveling,
i'm almost certainly going to spend christmas with
my aunt and uncle in florida.
i'm going alone, and i am so excited for this.
mostly because i hate christmas so much.
i think its a terrible holiday, and so it will be wonderful to get
away from home for it for once.
i always seem to get so depressed at/around christmas
and i feel like it would help to just get away from what i'm used to around this time.
(i feel so in love.
you're perfect.
perfect.
we should have slept in my backyard last night)
i feel free and secure and so full.
hope everyone is feelin' good.
madeleine
I'm afraid of August because its probibly going to feel different and everyone gets so busy in August.
i hope that it doesn't feel too different!
summertime is so romantic.
it truly is.
i can't beleive how perfect the past......four days have been
four or five.
!
absolutly perfect!
it started off with watching Frida with Julia a few days ago
we were both really into the movie,
and then in very calm and insightful moods afterwards
ever since that day, everything has been falling into place so nicely.
i think its because i've been doing everything i want to do and nothing i don't want to.
(if that makes sense)
i feel that i have been living up summer really well this year
so much better than last year
ahhh
yesterday!
today!
tomorow!
my mom and i are going to Mexican Town today.
i'm excited because my mom and i haven't done anything together in a very long time
i love being mexican
and i love mexican town
and i love frida
and i love my grandpa.
i've been really thinking about my ethnical roots lately.
i want to go back to the motherland
i have so many cousins there and distant relatives that would take me in.
I'm thinking about going next summer by myself.
i have enough money for it in the bank.
my cousins live in Mexico city!
which is where i want to live for all of my life, or at least a part of it.
i need to get on learning spanish.
speaking of traveling,
i'm almost certainly going to spend christmas with
my aunt and uncle in florida.
i'm going alone, and i am so excited for this.
mostly because i hate christmas so much.
i think its a terrible holiday, and so it will be wonderful to get
away from home for it for once.
i always seem to get so depressed at/around christmas
and i feel like it would help to just get away from what i'm used to around this time.
(i feel so in love.
you're perfect.
perfect.
we should have slept in my backyard last night)
i feel free and secure and so full.
hope everyone is feelin' good.
madeleine