Apr 08, 2005 17:49
Life sometimes shows itself to be such a bundle of contradictions. Or rather, perhaps we sculpture it to be the way it is. It feels as if now I'm hitting the edge, hitting the sky and just running away from my pre-planned route. Sometimes I wish I were more in control of the things that occur around me. Weeks slip in without a care in the world, time seems to taunt me saying "Catch me if you can.."
But I suppose it's quite moving to know people do observe, people still care. Like yesterday, a belated April Fool's. Jin Soon and Shea Kang made a pact to "lose" my paper bag FULL of such a huge part of my life. Trinity photographs. RM160 worth of memories. And of course I freaked. Who would expect those gentlemen to mysteriously lose the bag that had my wallet and Trinity diary of events, after me having spoken of Trinity all these months and them knowing that those times meant the world to me? And I was boiling mad. I jumped in my seat but the others were half convinced it was a joke. So was I but it seemed to get serious. We were going to take a car to look for the things. At the uni main entrance, "I'm sorry, I forgot to play an April Fool's prank on you." And I was literally ready to slap their faces. I ran after Shea Kang, we were both like little kids and unshamefully, we let that immature side come out..I kicked him in the butt and we were so much like little children once again. Jin Soon owes me an ice cream because he felt so bad he really made me upset. I've earned myself the title of "Mummy" in our clique, some lame joke is behind that. Hilarious it is.
Today was a sad day. What I did about it was for the greater good, I pray so.
Tears streamed down my face, and I know that really meant something.
The past few months have been nothing but memorable. Crystalline, bittersweet memories fill my mind as I laugh, smile, grin and tear just thinking of them.
People.
Events.
Places.
Person.
One month's time.