Aug 04, 2004 22:47
hmm well i was just told some pretty disturbing things that left me feeling completely crushed, if that even sounds bad enuff. i think of myself as nothing b/c i have nothing. my whole life is a joke & sometimes i rele wish i wuld just go to sleep & not wake up the next morning. no not wanting symphathy, this is my journal so if you don't like or think i'm a complainer: FUKK OFF. so since i have nothing but bullshit to ever rite about & there is nothing good/fascinating going on in my "so-called" life. im to the point where there is verrrrry verry few things that actually mean something to me, alot of my family aitn even included. its sad & i'm sick liek i rele have problems & so i think i am gonna forget about this journal bullshit for a while. keep me as a friend if you want i shuld be back maybe??
- -JERALYNN STRUBBERG