Aug 03, 2004 22:52
...and no thanx to you...
boyy there is sooo much shit i wuld loveee to write but i am not in the mood to write it b/c its so much BULLSHIT & i'll prob. get even more pissed off ;] all i culd say is last nite i musta felt like i was sittin alone TRYIN to fall asleep for HOURS.... no DAYS. i hate guys they all suck. they're all a bunch of lies. i think i trust people too easy & expect too much maybe? ohh well just another "good thing" that turned out bad ofcourse. hmm shulda known; not surprising at all. hmm i think i shuld give up on these things called males?? fukk them all, ya kno.
on the other hand uhmm i have my lovely heff. today was a very BLAH & sumwhat retarded day. ehh we were bums for several reasons. we practically slept & did nuttin. ha she cheered me up tho when we went swimming. "bumper boats" =P **DONT ASK** hmm yeah not much.
my mom is a whore & i hope i move out soon. julia hopefully will be temporary or something i'm not sure. day to day i never kno where i will end up next, cant take it. i think im gonna make my mom put me on anti-depressants so maybe i wont feel so shitty & look donw on things all the time; mmhmmm. yeah well she is stupid & will do that.
i am soo freakin sore for several reason. uhmm of the many 1 is that shitty couch i slept alone on last nite. yah what fukkin fun ;) hey the best part is that people must think i'm stupid or underestimate my intelligence. liars are the worst esp. when they suck at what they think they do best. YOU CANT OUTSMART A SMARTASS; think about it.
hmm i'm very annoyed, i think me & my lovely heffsta are gonan watch this movie we found on her dresser lol? yeah & she is singing to me... "i hate my eyes, wish they were brown" --heather zilavetz... rite britty<3 mucho love to you too; miss you much.
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