Let's Make This Quick
hi, im in a confused mood.
i missed going to get my fingerprints done on tuesday. which means i have to go next tuesday. which is halloween.
i have this anxious feeling and i dont know where its coming from.
i think my family is in a huge fight. i listened in when my grandma was talking to my aunt linda, like a stupid idiot. and i heard my grandma saying that shes going to go to my aunt lindas for thanksgiving. and that we probably arent even invited. and that theres no happiness in our family anymore. now that anna and my grandpa are gone.
i dont know though, if its just my grandma overreacting about something or the other.
but i hate how my aunt linda talks to my grandma. shes just like, nevermind i dont want to explain.
and i cant ask anyone about it cause then theyll know i was listening and theyll get mad.
i want to go back to school. i hope my teachers are nice about making up work.
i want to be done with all the college stuff.
dont you think its sad lj? they make little teenagers like me just want to fast foward over whole parts of their life. just because of a test and some decisions.
i dont feel like i have any hope of being someone in the future. and i feel like not having that hope just makes it more true.
i missed going to get my fingerprints done on tuesday. which means i have to go next tuesday. which is halloween.
i have this anxious feeling and i dont know where its coming from.
i think my family is in a huge fight. i listened in when my grandma was talking to my aunt linda, like a stupid idiot. and i heard my grandma saying that shes going to go to my aunt lindas for thanksgiving. and that we probably arent even invited. and that theres no happiness in our family anymore. now that anna and my grandpa are gone.
i dont know though, if its just my grandma overreacting about something or the other.
but i hate how my aunt linda talks to my grandma. shes just like, nevermind i dont want to explain.
and i cant ask anyone about it cause then theyll know i was listening and theyll get mad.
i want to go back to school. i hope my teachers are nice about making up work.
i want to be done with all the college stuff.
dont you think its sad lj? they make little teenagers like me just want to fast foward over whole parts of their life. just because of a test and some decisions.
i dont feel like i have any hope of being someone in the future. and i feel like not having that hope just makes it more true.