Each And Everyday I Try To Make Some Sense Of It
I was going through old mail and saw this and decided to post it because i am a FREAK!
life gets better as summer ends. fuck that! okay here
teenagers can be so stupid. sometimes when i'm in school i feel ashamed for being part of such retards. example number one, in ASL, the class always like speaks to Tanya. shes deaf. its so rude and they dont even understand. One time two of my friendsish had to do something in front of the class. like a dialouge or something and they didnt know what to do, so thinking they are funny the turned their heads from tanya so she couldnt see they were talking and they were like what the fuck! what do we do! were so screwed! and like the class was laughing and Tanya was like looking at me like whats going on. how can you be so insensitive. then for a class plays and play writing they get professional actors to come in and act out plays that students write. hannah was in one as a stupid white girl it was so funny. but then at serious parts where like they had to slam something down or like be loud or i dunno, some people would laugh. why would you laugh. i bet the actors thought this school was rediculous. whatever anyway
the other day i was talking with some people about random things and my friend said how he thinks me dano and hannah are girls that hes afraid to flirt with cause he feels like if he tries we would be like wtf, dont disrespect me. i thought that was so weird cause when i was like me?? dano and hannah were like omg yes. and then i started wondering about it, cause im in the over analyzation phase and i was trying to imagine what people at school think about me. ive had about 5 people guys and girls tell me that im adorable. most of my nicknames are munchkin and giggles and stuff like that. and its so hard to try and think about what other people think about you but i would have never thought of myself like that, i dunno.
i havent been able to watch sex and the city lately because i cant find my dvd remote. i think today or tomorrow im gonna completely clean my room its been very messy.
life gets better as summer ends. fuck that! okay here
teenagers can be so stupid. sometimes when i'm in school i feel ashamed for being part of such retards. example number one, in ASL, the class always like speaks to Tanya. shes deaf. its so rude and they dont even understand. One time two of my friendsish had to do something in front of the class. like a dialouge or something and they didnt know what to do, so thinking they are funny the turned their heads from tanya so she couldnt see they were talking and they were like what the fuck! what do we do! were so screwed! and like the class was laughing and Tanya was like looking at me like whats going on. how can you be so insensitive. then for a class plays and play writing they get professional actors to come in and act out plays that students write. hannah was in one as a stupid white girl it was so funny. but then at serious parts where like they had to slam something down or like be loud or i dunno, some people would laugh. why would you laugh. i bet the actors thought this school was rediculous. whatever anyway
the other day i was talking with some people about random things and my friend said how he thinks me dano and hannah are girls that hes afraid to flirt with cause he feels like if he tries we would be like wtf, dont disrespect me. i thought that was so weird cause when i was like me?? dano and hannah were like omg yes. and then i started wondering about it, cause im in the over analyzation phase and i was trying to imagine what people at school think about me. ive had about 5 people guys and girls tell me that im adorable. most of my nicknames are munchkin and giggles and stuff like that. and its so hard to try and think about what other people think about you but i would have never thought of myself like that, i dunno.
i havent been able to watch sex and the city lately because i cant find my dvd remote. i think today or tomorrow im gonna completely clean my room its been very messy.