Drabbly thing: Waste a Moment, by alfirin_kirinki
Author: alfirin_kirinki
Postcard: This card by hallucinogenia.
Rating: G
Warnings: Angst.
Waste a Moment
The first time, I thought he was joking. I laughed when he tried to stop me leaving. When he let my wrist go, it burned.
I dreamed about him for a month after.
The secrets turned him on; the greater the risk, the more he enjoyed it. The greater the risk, the more I needed it to matter. The more it mattered, the more it terrified me.
I almost made it stop, but the thought of not being close to him made me throw up. I thought about telling him, instead.
I never found the right moment because it was always too easy to leave.
Now, I can only sleep if I convince myself that one day I'll have a second chance.
Sooner, rather than later.
Postcard: This card by hallucinogenia.
Rating: G
Warnings: Angst.
Waste a Moment
The first time, I thought he was joking. I laughed when he tried to stop me leaving. When he let my wrist go, it burned.
I dreamed about him for a month after.
The secrets turned him on; the greater the risk, the more he enjoyed it. The greater the risk, the more I needed it to matter. The more it mattered, the more it terrified me.
I almost made it stop, but the thought of not being close to him made me throw up. I thought about telling him, instead.
I never found the right moment because it was always too easy to leave.
Now, I can only sleep if I convince myself that one day I'll have a second chance.
Sooner, rather than later.