Shattered glass...
My car got trashed. Some people with way to much time on their hands smashed open the front window, stole my stereo, everything in the glove compartment, the steering wheel, and tried to hot wire the damned thing. Sadly enough they failed and left something in the ignition so we can't start it or worse- Turn it OFF! They managed to start it, and they'd have known if they'd left the stereo were it was...I wish they had of made off with the car, everyone freakin knows that it belongs to our family. Even most of the police force. They'd see that the window was broken and no Rosteski in it, the little retards would have gotten arrested. I mean come on it's bright yellow!
I'm mad, but mostly at my dad because it's all my fault that this happened because it would have been at school if I could drive. The car doesn't start very well...sadly it really is junk. But, the point is I didn't argue with him when he decided to fix it up. I thought maybe we could actually spend sometime together. It backfired, I thought he was going to do it, make me help out, but in the long run he got my uncles to do it. I just wanted to spend time with my dad. So now he's all pissfire and fucktard, taking it out on mom, because it's her fault. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! There isn't a time when I can remember him being nice and not blaming everyone for something that he did or didn't do. I've never had a relationship with him, unless fighting all the time counts. He's frustratingly male.
I'm sorry I guess I should explain myself. I don't want to offend every guy that I'm friends with. He's a man. There. I wrote it. Every man in my life or my mom's or my friends has been this huge jerk who won't be responsible, beats and abuses his family, and thinks that he's in the right to do so. That we're all just supposed to do his bidding, lay down and take it shit. NO.
There has been times where I wish I could run away and join a convent just to be away from all that, then the better times when I thought I was sexually attracted to females. And sometimes I wish I was, because that would be easier I wouldn't have to go home and see my parents because they would have kicked me out, because I'd be a failure, a shame to them. But, I'm not, it means that according to them they did something right. That pisses me off, they wouldn't love me if I were a dyke. So why do they love me now? I lay down and take it, I let them beat me down and I just accept it, I put up a minimal fight. I want to tear out my hair. Am I not a person? Don't I have opinions and rights?
Not as long as I live in "his" house. Prick.
I'm done because I don't want to offend anyone, my advice you guys out there, don't be a man, be yourself, just because you can grow up and have a job and family don't be a "MAN". Just be yourself, don't loose your values to some commando jerks who think they have a better life because they beat their wives or emotionally abuse their kids. Just be yourself, unless you're already like that. In which case, I do hope you die in some freak accident where your wife or significant other cuts off your penis.
I'm mad, but mostly at my dad because it's all my fault that this happened because it would have been at school if I could drive. The car doesn't start very well...sadly it really is junk. But, the point is I didn't argue with him when he decided to fix it up. I thought maybe we could actually spend sometime together. It backfired, I thought he was going to do it, make me help out, but in the long run he got my uncles to do it. I just wanted to spend time with my dad. So now he's all pissfire and fucktard, taking it out on mom, because it's her fault. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! There isn't a time when I can remember him being nice and not blaming everyone for something that he did or didn't do. I've never had a relationship with him, unless fighting all the time counts. He's frustratingly male.
I'm sorry I guess I should explain myself. I don't want to offend every guy that I'm friends with. He's a man. There. I wrote it. Every man in my life or my mom's or my friends has been this huge jerk who won't be responsible, beats and abuses his family, and thinks that he's in the right to do so. That we're all just supposed to do his bidding, lay down and take it shit. NO.
There has been times where I wish I could run away and join a convent just to be away from all that, then the better times when I thought I was sexually attracted to females. And sometimes I wish I was, because that would be easier I wouldn't have to go home and see my parents because they would have kicked me out, because I'd be a failure, a shame to them. But, I'm not, it means that according to them they did something right. That pisses me off, they wouldn't love me if I were a dyke. So why do they love me now? I lay down and take it, I let them beat me down and I just accept it, I put up a minimal fight. I want to tear out my hair. Am I not a person? Don't I have opinions and rights?
Not as long as I live in "his" house. Prick.
I'm done because I don't want to offend anyone, my advice you guys out there, don't be a man, be yourself, just because you can grow up and have a job and family don't be a "MAN". Just be yourself, don't loose your values to some commando jerks who think they have a better life because they beat their wives or emotionally abuse their kids. Just be yourself, unless you're already like that. In which case, I do hope you die in some freak accident where your wife or significant other cuts off your penis.