Heartbroken
Well I was brave again! I told her that I liked her and I got shot down. She wants to concentrate on school and what not which is totally cool but whatever. I just feel like everytime there might be a chance with someone then i get shot down, and my feelings get hurt. That is why I had made a promise that I wasn't going to tell anyone anymore that I had feelings for them and then she came along and changed that.. Well i guess I am not meant to have anyone.. LIFE SUCKS you know! i think that i am going to be along for the rest of my life.. and thats how i feel.. i mean when you get shot down as many times as I have then you start to wonder what the hell is wrong with you. i mean out of all those times that I have told someone my feelings, someone would have felt the same way back. There had to be at least one person.. I feel like crying but I am going to hold it in, cause I don't want to look or feel like an idiot b/c i got rejected again.. THIS SUCKS.. I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!