Alcohol and Peanut Butter
Sometimes I am so frigging tired of dating someone.
Some things would be a lot easier if I was single.
And other things, I wouldn't have to deal with a lot of the thoughts about caring what they think and what they're not thinking and what I want them to be thinking and all of that other crap.
This shitty, wants to rain but can't kind of day is exactly how I feel.
I'm not even sad, I'm mad. Why do relationships have to go through that point about what to do after university? Maybe this is why you don't date people in university.
Liam has said that the reason he couldn't go a year with us really far away is because I couldn't deal with it. And while no, I probably couldn't deal with, that's a pretty shitty reason for him not to be able to. He says he could totally go for a year without really seeing me... and I think that blows, and it makes me feel really bad. I can't help it if I probably couldn't go for a year with only seeing him once a month or something, is that really a bad thing that I like him and want to be near him?
ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH I'm so angry right now!
And I just bought my stupid ticket to fly there for New Years, and I instantly regret it because I almost don't want to even go anymore, just to prove to him that I'm not a huge baby and I can go a month without seeing him and not lose my mind.
Some things would be a lot easier if I was single.
And other things, I wouldn't have to deal with a lot of the thoughts about caring what they think and what they're not thinking and what I want them to be thinking and all of that other crap.
This shitty, wants to rain but can't kind of day is exactly how I feel.
I'm not even sad, I'm mad. Why do relationships have to go through that point about what to do after university? Maybe this is why you don't date people in university.
Liam has said that the reason he couldn't go a year with us really far away is because I couldn't deal with it. And while no, I probably couldn't deal with, that's a pretty shitty reason for him not to be able to. He says he could totally go for a year without really seeing me... and I think that blows, and it makes me feel really bad. I can't help it if I probably couldn't go for a year with only seeing him once a month or something, is that really a bad thing that I like him and want to be near him?
ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH I'm so angry right now!
And I just bought my stupid ticket to fly there for New Years, and I instantly regret it because I almost don't want to even go anymore, just to prove to him that I'm not a huge baby and I can go a month without seeing him and not lose my mind.