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So i have returned from UNF music camp and my cousins house. I had an ammmmmazing time at both. i'm soo glad that i got to go see my cousin after like 8 years. crazzyy! I had an ammmazing time with her! she is awesoem! we went vintage shopping on Amelia island which was lots of fun , we were in this store for lie 3 horus, and walked out with 2 pieces of music. lmao. i also got to hear her sing! and she is absolutely ammmazing! Oh, and i bought the coolest dress in the world, i just need to find shoes to go with it, and then i'll wear it.
Music camp was fun too. i got to room with erin, which was lots of fun. And tom and chris and craig were there. It was good to hang with Chris and them again. that was such a tiring week, with like 2-4 hours of sleep a night. goodness. i need like 12 to function and at least 8 to look decent. goodness gracious. i met this pretty awesome guy like the day before we left, so that sucked. My cousin brought me sushi one night and also picked me up for the fourth, which was fun, and the sushi was great. And erin and i learned that girls there are mean and not down to earth. People sometimes take life too seriosly. I hate when i find myself doing that. theres times i just need to let go and be free.
So lately i've been re-evaluating things, searching for my happy medium. I hate when life has you confused. And i really didnt find my self confused untill people starting telling me there problems, now they have me re thinking everything. ugh i hate being confused. kjf;sdlkjfei.
good thing i have ammmazign friends.
One must fall apart, to become stronger.
Man i only work like 10 hours this week. is that worth it? At least i'll get to run and such. UNF drove me crazy not being able to run. so much that i ran 5 miles tonight and i'm gonna wake up early this morning. SInce its already 1239 am.
The good thing about UNF is i have been inspired to play my sax. And learn to solo well. Plus listen to more jazz. I think i'm gonan take lessons again, hopefully with joe, cause herb sucks. alot. HE talks wayyy toooo much. I need to call my piano teacher up to, i havent been since like may, that could be bad. Hmm..this is a really long entry for me. intresting.
love you guys.