Immortality is booooring. [_roadtoruin_]
Alright, so maybe this idea of going away from Sunnydale wasn’t such a great idea. Three days and it’s been nothing but the same thing.
Sleep all day, kill a motel clerk for the free room, drive all night, stop and fuck.
Still had no idea where we were going, somewhere towards the East coast is all we decided. Anywhere that was far away from Sunnydale.
Whatever, it was something. He did give me this life and I should have to spend time with him. Besides he was my sire and I was drawn to him, drawn to obey him. I wasn’t blind to it though, I did have my own desires and one of them was to stay with him and not give him to the little whore that left him once before.
I knew he still wanted her back. That was as apparent as the fangs I had hidden in my mouth. I didn’t know who this Dru was, it was because of her I couldn’t go out in the sun anymore. She was the reason that Spike kidnapped and hurt me to get her back.
Guess I kind of had her to thank for a lot of things. I wasn’t hiding in this shell of mine anymore. I wasn’t afraid of my shadow anymore; then again I didn’t have a reflection anymore so I didn’t have to worry about seeing myself after I did anything, not like I cared about that anymore. I don’t really care about much of anything that I did before.
All I care about right at this moment is that this is the forth day in the car and I’m going crazy with bordom.
“Spike?” I turned and looked over at him in the car as he drove. “I’m bored, we need to do something. I’m getting wicked restless and bored.” I smirked and scooted towards him, wrapping myself around him and resting my hand in his lap, teasing him through his jeans. “Why don’t we stop driving for the night and stop somewhere…get ourselves some fun…”
I licked my lips and nuzzled his neck, running my tongue over his skin and biting roughly. “Please…I’ll do anything.” Well maybe. But I just wanted to stop and get out of this lame ass car. I might be a brat right now but I don’t’ care, I don’t do bored well.
Sleep all day, kill a motel clerk for the free room, drive all night, stop and fuck.
Still had no idea where we were going, somewhere towards the East coast is all we decided. Anywhere that was far away from Sunnydale.
Whatever, it was something. He did give me this life and I should have to spend time with him. Besides he was my sire and I was drawn to him, drawn to obey him. I wasn’t blind to it though, I did have my own desires and one of them was to stay with him and not give him to the little whore that left him once before.
I knew he still wanted her back. That was as apparent as the fangs I had hidden in my mouth. I didn’t know who this Dru was, it was because of her I couldn’t go out in the sun anymore. She was the reason that Spike kidnapped and hurt me to get her back.
Guess I kind of had her to thank for a lot of things. I wasn’t hiding in this shell of mine anymore. I wasn’t afraid of my shadow anymore; then again I didn’t have a reflection anymore so I didn’t have to worry about seeing myself after I did anything, not like I cared about that anymore. I don’t really care about much of anything that I did before.
All I care about right at this moment is that this is the forth day in the car and I’m going crazy with bordom.
“Spike?” I turned and looked over at him in the car as he drove. “I’m bored, we need to do something. I’m getting wicked restless and bored.” I smirked and scooted towards him, wrapping myself around him and resting my hand in his lap, teasing him through his jeans. “Why don’t we stop driving for the night and stop somewhere…get ourselves some fun…”
I licked my lips and nuzzled his neck, running my tongue over his skin and biting roughly. “Please…I’ll do anything.” Well maybe. But I just wanted to stop and get out of this lame ass car. I might be a brat right now but I don’t’ care, I don’t do bored well.