i miss you

[sexyswimmer5]

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

this sucks. i don't want you to be gone now and i don't want you to leave for however you are going to be gone for. what i am going to do without you. i never realized what a big part of my life you were till you haven't been around. i don't know how i am going to handle you being gone till summer...i don't know if i can handle it.