Work sucks, I know...

[sexystephie]

Why do I do it to myself? Seriously, this is the thing that has been stressing me out the most. I can't deal with being in charge anymore. I don't like it, I don't want to do it and I hate the demands that are asked of me. I want to leave, I really do, but I don't know how to do that. I need to find a new job - something that doesn't have me working with food and something that doesn't have me being in charge of anything. I need to just find something that isn't going to stress me out when I should be done stressing about everything right now because classes are over. I need a release. I can't handle all the drama. Granted, I love some of the people I work with, but the damn high school drama that I've put up with the past few days, I can't handle it. Why was I put in the middle? I shouldn't have been. I had nothing to do with it.

And then yesterday morning, with that ridiculous phone call. Yea, I gave it away, shoot me. I don't care. I don't see what the big fuckin deal is and how you even realized that it was missing. But who the fuck cares. I know she'll rat me out because she isn't even going to think twice about it. But ya know what, if it's that big of a deal, fine, yell at me or whatever, but I don't care. And I don't think you realize that... I don't think you get it that I don't care and that I am not going to be there much longer. So push my buttons and see where it gets you. You lose one of your puppets. Are you okay with that?