I give up...

[sexyrunt101]

thats it, i give up. Im so tired of all of this going on in my head. Everyone has been asking me whats wrong...why are you never around anymore..well its because i dont want to be around people. I hate going to work now, i hate being around people who remind me of kristen, and i hate being outside. All i do anymore is bury myself in a book and get

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[kaittle]

hey..Ive been reading ur journal and what u said about taking things for granted..spend as much time as u can with kristin..u dont know when she'll be gone and dont say anything u will regret..I have a lot of guilt too..I feel like shit for saying all the things I said about my sister and I know I must have hurt her feelings but sometimes I couldnt help it..she was such an idiot for taking Travis over everyone else..she obviously didnt know what he was doing to her and she didnt want to listen to me. I think I did the right thing by trying to keep her away from him but I still feel guilty about everything. I just wish I had a chance to say good bye. When we found out she was in a bad accident I just flipped out and didnt know what to do..my parents ran out without any shoes on and I just walked around the house(bc i couldnt sit still)wanting to know if she was okay and just praying for her. I had no idea she wouldnt make it and that she was already declared dead before we even knew about it. I cant even imagine going the rest of my life without her and Im just glad the 1 week she had her license we did everything together and got along perfect. Those were some good times and I miss that. For once we got along and were really close. But this is one long ass comment.. Add me as a livejournal friend. call my cell if u ever need to talk <33