I feel so sad. *cue metaphores/meaningful song lyrics*
I didn't get into the one summer program that I really wanted to. Hopefully I'll get something in Pirates of Penzance. I really hope I do. The program even fucking requested that I audition. I wasn't planning on it until they requested that I audition, so I ended up wasting 50 bucks.
I feel really disappointed in myself. I feel like it means that they expected me to make a certain amount of progress between last year when I first auditioned and now, and like I didn't make that progress.
I wish I could blame it on my hectic day, which I did have, but I feel like that is not a good enough excuse and like I'm too experienced to be making excuses like that anymore.
On the bright side, I'm getting braces. I think.
I feel really disappointed in myself. I feel like it means that they expected me to make a certain amount of progress between last year when I first auditioned and now, and like I didn't make that progress.
I wish I could blame it on my hectic day, which I did have, but I feel like that is not a good enough excuse and like I'm too experienced to be making excuses like that anymore.
On the bright side, I'm getting braces. I think.