Room needs to be cleaned so bad!
I have so much junk to do in this next week. Hopefully I'll get to my room on Friday! It is just the same old dilemma of wanting to just relax at home rather than clean up and stuff. But now I have no one to blame but me for the mess and it is glorious! Bwahahahaha.
I do really need to do laundry though. And I need to study for my test tomorrow like crazy, but I'm feeling this kind of apathy where I just don't care about my test! I should really take it more seriously.
Michelle wants to study but she always wants me to go to her house to do it. Maybe I can convince her to do it at school because we only drink wine when we're at her house.
I've been feeling like even though I am in the city now, I'm spending more and more time in the car! I feel like I must have been doing more driving before, but I'm not so sure. My hips at least ache because of sitting in the car so long. Maybe needing a new bed-pad on the bed is making other things hurt more.
I'm teaching two lovely ladies at school today and it makes me happy! :) My students at Bronstein's have been trickling so I'm glad I'm making it up otherwise. I make half the money when teaching kids at school, but I am learning a lot more from teaching at a higher level so I don't really mind that much. It's so nice to feel like a mentor! :)
I got hired by GGO to sing the Dew Fairy. I need to learn the aria! Haha. It's funny, if I'd gotten cast originally, I would not have been able to do both the Lamplighter's Gala and Hansel and Gretel with GGO. I would've had to choose one or the other. So it's actually okay that GGO did not come through in the beginning or I wouldn't have been able to do as much!
The semester is going by so fast. A good chunk of my friends are really depressed with school and I'm trying so hard to be happy and stuff and to use school as the place where I enjoy myself the most. Otherwise I don't really have anything consistent in my life, no "rock," so I am trying to do my best. When I feel happy it's much happier than before though. I wake up in better moods, and I don't feel afraid or pinned down. I used to feel paralyzed in bed until Sid got out of it. I feel like these things weren't really his fault directly, but I didn't know what to do or how to change it, and what I was doing wasn't working. I just felt like a crazy person.
Now there's only me in my life. Just me trying to figure out how to get it all done! :)
I want to read cheesy period love pooeeeemmmmssss, any recommendations??????
I do really need to do laundry though. And I need to study for my test tomorrow like crazy, but I'm feeling this kind of apathy where I just don't care about my test! I should really take it more seriously.
Michelle wants to study but she always wants me to go to her house to do it. Maybe I can convince her to do it at school because we only drink wine when we're at her house.
I've been feeling like even though I am in the city now, I'm spending more and more time in the car! I feel like I must have been doing more driving before, but I'm not so sure. My hips at least ache because of sitting in the car so long. Maybe needing a new bed-pad on the bed is making other things hurt more.
I'm teaching two lovely ladies at school today and it makes me happy! :) My students at Bronstein's have been trickling so I'm glad I'm making it up otherwise. I make half the money when teaching kids at school, but I am learning a lot more from teaching at a higher level so I don't really mind that much. It's so nice to feel like a mentor! :)
I got hired by GGO to sing the Dew Fairy. I need to learn the aria! Haha. It's funny, if I'd gotten cast originally, I would not have been able to do both the Lamplighter's Gala and Hansel and Gretel with GGO. I would've had to choose one or the other. So it's actually okay that GGO did not come through in the beginning or I wouldn't have been able to do as much!
The semester is going by so fast. A good chunk of my friends are really depressed with school and I'm trying so hard to be happy and stuff and to use school as the place where I enjoy myself the most. Otherwise I don't really have anything consistent in my life, no "rock," so I am trying to do my best. When I feel happy it's much happier than before though. I wake up in better moods, and I don't feel afraid or pinned down. I used to feel paralyzed in bed until Sid got out of it. I feel like these things weren't really his fault directly, but I didn't know what to do or how to change it, and what I was doing wasn't working. I just felt like a crazy person.
Now there's only me in my life. Just me trying to figure out how to get it all done! :)
I want to read cheesy period love pooeeeemmmmssss, any recommendations??????