what its like to be in love!!!!!!!!!
can somebody tell what it is like to be in love?... i mean love..this time its actually love..and she returns the love back..she actually lovesme back..so many times there has always been relationships where the feelings were not mutual and i always had to put my heart into things and people just tokk advantage and it just was crazy.....but now i am better and i can now move to what i was just ment to do love her.. i love her with every inch of my body ,y ,mind and my soul..everything about her just makes my whole body tremble...i love her and damn it feels good just to say that i actually love her back and i am able to tell her that every night that we get off the phone with each other.. i am able to say that and not scared to say it because i think that she would hurt and use my own words against me....its amazing when the true love comes your way......damn i havent been able to stop talking about her all day for some reason...i mena from head to toe this one woman makes me complete..is it to early to fall in love?..but how bout its not to early to actually love someone and stop pretending to love someone whose calld you regret to see on your phone who could just be by themselves and you could really care the hell less.... i just dont..i am not heartless i am just willing to express the way i have been feelin for the past few months......without fear.....i aint scared of the bitch no more.....but anyways..when i am in love its great... i love her a question i continue to ask myself day in and day out why do i love a woman the way that i am suppose to be loving a man?...is it my fear of men? or is it my attraction to women? who knows but all i know is that i love a woman and she actually loves me back...no games and not two-timing things just her and i forever..for some reason everything today has been about her i mean everything...from top to bottom my body and head are full of her love and of her crazy ass voice.....her love all the times were on the phone loving each other and saying stupid stuff to each other....whoever knew that love could ever feel this way? whoever knew that my baby would be the best thing in my life now..but the hard thing about it is that i am going to school and i am not going to have all the time to spend with her and its hard because shes my baby and i love her and the time that i want to spend with her is hard to not to because i just love her.. the touch of her soft lips, her warm embrace and her crazy laugh just makes me tremble just thinking about her..the way she makes the whole world seem so complete and nothing will ever come and do any harm to me or her..her words sometimesjust captivate and send me into this crazy phase where i just want her lips near my ear where i can here her erotic words linger in my head and nothing else can get through.only gods words could get through.....and her thoughts and nothing else baby......i love you baby gurl.......your mine and only mine....sometimes when u feel as though you are in this world alone and there is nothing else left and you are going crazy and u wish that there was an answer to your problems people come in your life and there is an automatic change..people start noticing the change in your appereance and the change in your looks and how you present yourself.....you just relize that you are now officially in love with them.... i can sit here and say that there was once a time in my life where i didnt want to love again but now its like i love her and there is no doubts....she really knocks me off my geet..from head to toe she captivates me and makes me whole..her presence in a room just allows me to see and grow and just realize that not everyone in this world is nor as harsh as i was to think that they were....shes everything to me....what god has sent me was an angel an ther eis no other one he could send me to capture my heart and intrigue me with their words.....i dont have anythng else in this world that would make me more happy than this one woman in my life.she loves me and i love her and there is no doubts in either side of the relationship.......i just love it..love hits you when times are rough or when its the best thing to ever happen....my baby my wife my everything..thats all love is everything for me right now.. i hope that it will become like that for everyone because love is love and you must not judge.. its love..i love because its the best thing for me....i may not love the person everyone thinks i should love but for some reason the wrong to others is the best to me.. there is nothing in this world that would change that.. i am not wrong for following my heart.. god put me here to love someone and i just cant help that i love another woman.....god should've made me to love another woman....shes the best for me and i couldnt've chose another perfect lova......i love you and dont you ever forget that.