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[sexyman1]

i lied once more, i tried but couldnt sleep
(i really did try)
i read every entry pronounced every word
that qualify for stalking?
i read and i ponder, 
thinking,considering, wondering
where will i rank...
how will i stack up, what will i bring for you
what will be our story, what role do i play
number one fuckup, or divine prince
will i make you laugh more than cry
will i be your saviour or personal demon

i know not, but yet im sure
more sure than ever 
a love more pure though tainted now
i lied once and its enough for me,
run, flee, hide, if not i shall bring you in
a life of dreams, some realized overs 
lost

life is more than one happy snap shot
to another
life is the times unworthy of a picture
the events that go between the smiles

the honeymoon's over 
concern is born 
but yet i hope

wish at the 11's 
pray to the stars 
the happy times will come back

for if your hands were not meant for mine 
then why do they fit
why can i keep time with my urges to kiss
the persistant desire to bring you in

if you let me ill take hold and never
release
hold you captive, til boundin out come 
our spawn. make an honest woman of you
apron and all

i am sure
i am not to be second guessed
i love this woman
i will earn her 
i will keep to my word
i shall never again faulter
i love her