Just read my CK journal and.. wow, I did alot of entries there.
I was one confident bitch lol.
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On to other news, I'm talking to Tash, my ex. She's... trying to get back with me. I'll post the conv. but it's just... so awkward. I love Kathy to death and I don't revert to the past at all so.. yeah, like I said, this is awkward. (Keep in mind, she's txting this on a mobile.)
Annette says:
Hey
Annette says:
*hugz*
Tash says:
I wbmt tha to b real, when u cum ill try not to do anythin if u want?
Tash says:
Ill b good i might hold u close if u dont want to do anythin.
Annette says:
yknow.. when u had ur own place with ur ex and i visited u watching 'unleashed' movie or whatever i would have dyed for u to say u'd do whatever but i dunno rite now.. im taken
Tash says:
Im moven soon back to london, i would love to stay here but no one wants to move in with me.. I was diein to fuck u there but wasnt sure ie u would let me
Annette says:
i didn wanna cause shit btwn u.. so yeah, i may not even see u.. great
Tash says:
My feelins
Tash says:
Towards u are still here and i dunno wha do to, wha do u think about us gettin back i need to now baby
Annette says:
.. I know you do. But I'm in love with Kathy...
Tash says:
Crys i forgot.
Annette says:
I'm sorry hon.
Tash says:
Breaks down ill wait 4 u.
Annette says:
You wont wait and I dont want you to. You deserve soemone better hon.
Tash says:
Can we at least hang out.Please, i hate crys
Tash says:
Baby i want US back. The way it was..Bawls
Annette says:
*hugs* Yes, we can hang out. I'm tryin to make time hon. We can't turn back time hon, only learn from it.
Tash says:
How do u feel bout us goin bac out?
Annette says:
honey, i told u, i have kat.
Tash says:
Oh this is killing me
Annette says:
*hugs*
Tash says:
Im sry, i want u need u and YES im waithn
Annette says:
hon ur going to london
Tash says:
Ill lv u alone now im sry bout this
Tash says:
Fuck it im wait for the girl i adore,miss im not gone to fuck tha up
Annette says:
ok hon, u wait for her and u'll find her.
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sparatic thoughts i had
*If we know how to prevent hang overs, why don't we use it?
*Why was money created? Trading/bartering seemed to work just fine
*Scientists say men sub-consciously look for women with wide-hips to bear their future baby. If this is the case, why did anorexia become popular and seemingly "beautiful" to men?
*Who came up with the idea of sticking the finger down their throat to intiate vomiting?
*Is on-the-job training better or is classroom?
*Cigarettes are a slow form of suicide..
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old pic i found on ck