hmmmmm total bliss
awwwww i am so so so happy, jeremy is the sweetest guy in the world,i miss him though, i am only going to get to see him like once a week which sucks, grrrrr.... but its still worth it, i wouldnt trade him for any one in the world... i am very confused right now though and afraid of getting hurt... i have been hurt so much in the past that it is hard to trust, i trust him so much but what if i am wrong and i get hurt again that would suck... i feel like i have known him forever and i feel like i have fell for him already and its way to soon for me to be falling for him, is it possible for me to have already fell for him or am i just stupid. grrrr.... i am afraid to tell him how much i care for him cause i am afraid i will scare him away or something, grrr lifes confusing.... jeremy if your reading this dont think i am crazy please .... i just think to much.... i already feel like i want to be with you forever and thats fucking insane of me to think that way...grrr..... so if i am scaring you dont pay any attention to anything i just wrote, forget everything you just read -k-
i trust you with my life,
i put it in your hands,
i love you so much,
you just dont understand,
i need you here with me,
right here by my side,
when i was never near you,
i almost broke down and cried,
i love you so much,
you dont even know,
but i dont know how to say it,
or let my feelings show,
i'll love you forever,
as true as can be,
i'll love you even longer,
if only you'll let me....
jeremy,
you make my life feel more meaningful, you make me feel so good about myself, thank you for making me feel special and always saying the right things at the most perfect times, even if you ever do break up with me, i will be glad for the time i did spend with you... thank you for everything, i am glad i actually got the chance to feel special again, i have been so alone for so long and i dont have to feel alone anymore, you are the world to me, i will see you on saturaday, buh byes....
i trust you with my life,
i put it in your hands,
i love you so much,
you just dont understand,
i need you here with me,
right here by my side,
when i was never near you,
i almost broke down and cried,
i love you so much,
you dont even know,
but i dont know how to say it,
or let my feelings show,
i'll love you forever,
as true as can be,
i'll love you even longer,
if only you'll let me....
jeremy,
you make my life feel more meaningful, you make me feel so good about myself, thank you for making me feel special and always saying the right things at the most perfect times, even if you ever do break up with me, i will be glad for the time i did spend with you... thank you for everything, i am glad i actually got the chance to feel special again, i have been so alone for so long and i dont have to feel alone anymore, you are the world to me, i will see you on saturaday, buh byes....