weeeeeeeeeee.........
i feel like i am on like cloud nine or something, oh my lord am i so damn happy today and thursday, i met this guy jeremy off of the internet and we decided to hang out thursday and today..... i have never been able to just sit and talk to someone like that for like so long except for with my bestfriend, he makes me laugh and smile alot...i felt so lonely for so long but then he came along and seemed to end that in just one day, i think i just new there would end up something between us just by meeting him yesterday, i dont know what it is, call it fate or whatever you will but i believe that i can care for him and just by knowing him for so little time, that is very odd in alot of ways which scares me in a way, i am so afraid to get hurt again, but then again he doesnt seem like the type of guy who is going to just cheat on me or something.... my grandma loves him and she never met him before, thats basically cause she is old fashioned and shes likes that he is a gentlemen, yes there are some of them left out there lol, he opened doors for me and all that sweet stuff, i was so nervous today cause he wrote this poem for me and it was like the sweetest thing i have ever read. well i will show you guys:
take me by the hand
its more than anyone can understand
without you my lifes been bare
without you theres no one to care
please dont let me fall anymore
i do not think i can take it anymore
i thought i knew what to make of all this
i just want to end this night in one glorious kiss
out time will come we will have our moment
when nothing else matters but this but us
i dont think i can last any longer
this moment is growing stronger and stronger
the anticipation the build
the moment fulfilled
let me look into your eyes one more time
get lost into those beautiful eyes one more time
jessi i cant explain how happy you have made me
just goes to show even i can be happy
please just look up at me
stop reading this and kiss me
it was so sweet, and i was so nervous when we kissed, but he is a great kisser, i am truley happy with him and i have not known him for that long.... is it possuble to know that you belong with someone and to know that it is the most perfect feeling in the world when you are with this person..... hmmmm...i could not get him off my mind at all after he left on thursday, all i did was think about him. we started going out as of like an hour ago, but i promised that when we are still together when he leaves for the military that i will move there so neither of us get hurt, with i will definitely keep that promise and have a good feeling we will still be together,,,,, i am really really really happy...
jessi
*what is a cervix*
take me by the hand
its more than anyone can understand
without you my lifes been bare
without you theres no one to care
please dont let me fall anymore
i do not think i can take it anymore
i thought i knew what to make of all this
i just want to end this night in one glorious kiss
out time will come we will have our moment
when nothing else matters but this but us
i dont think i can last any longer
this moment is growing stronger and stronger
the anticipation the build
the moment fulfilled
let me look into your eyes one more time
get lost into those beautiful eyes one more time
jessi i cant explain how happy you have made me
just goes to show even i can be happy
please just look up at me
stop reading this and kiss me
it was so sweet, and i was so nervous when we kissed, but he is a great kisser, i am truley happy with him and i have not known him for that long.... is it possuble to know that you belong with someone and to know that it is the most perfect feeling in the world when you are with this person..... hmmmm...i could not get him off my mind at all after he left on thursday, all i did was think about him. we started going out as of like an hour ago, but i promised that when we are still together when he leaves for the military that i will move there so neither of us get hurt, with i will definitely keep that promise and have a good feeling we will still be together,,,,, i am really really really happy...
jessi
*what is a cervix*