it's emo time!
it has just hit me.
i am 17 years old now.
3 years to go. (do you even know what that means?)
what have i done with my life? have i served the true greater good?
i need to do something drastic, i need to make the world a better place. save the rainforests, fix the hole in the ozone layer, make a true difference in someone else's life. (recently, someone in whom i thought i had made a difference told me he only let me think that because he feared for me.)
not that i need to be remembered, i just need to make things better.
yeah, we're all a big bag of atoms and who cares if the atoms which create the cells which create the beings begin to create the gases and the solids of inorganic material and CO2? i dont know why i care so much, as that is the truth i live by (or is it? if it were, this rant would be a big bag of atomic contradiction.)
what is the one thing that should never have been invented? what has done us nothing but harm? property lines. (and that was just thrown in there because it just occurred to me. my mother asked us that question yesterday.)
ah, unconscious parallel structure, where have you been all my life?
i miss my english binder. that stream-of-consciousness piece was so beautiful. of course, there i am idealizing lost things again.
oh, thoughts.
i am 17 years old now.
3 years to go. (do you even know what that means?)
what have i done with my life? have i served the true greater good?
i need to do something drastic, i need to make the world a better place. save the rainforests, fix the hole in the ozone layer, make a true difference in someone else's life. (recently, someone in whom i thought i had made a difference told me he only let me think that because he feared for me.)
not that i need to be remembered, i just need to make things better.
yeah, we're all a big bag of atoms and who cares if the atoms which create the cells which create the beings begin to create the gases and the solids of inorganic material and CO2? i dont know why i care so much, as that is the truth i live by (or is it? if it were, this rant would be a big bag of atomic contradiction.)
what is the one thing that should never have been invented? what has done us nothing but harm? property lines. (and that was just thrown in there because it just occurred to me. my mother asked us that question yesterday.)
ah, unconscious parallel structure, where have you been all my life?
i miss my english binder. that stream-of-consciousness piece was so beautiful. of course, there i am idealizing lost things again.
oh, thoughts.