Not Much Going On
Well not much has been going on. My boyfriend Zak was over this weekend. Also a few of my other friends came over. I got a job! Bagelheads hired me. Bagelheads is a restaurant that obviously sells bagels. I was so excited when I got the job. My shift however is going to be 6am to 11am. I was hired for morning shift. Means I get to start getting up pretty early. Ugh! I am so not a morning person. But hey it's a job and I need the money. That means I can start saving up and get my own place soon. I wrote another poem. I'm starting to write again after taking a long break. It just lets me release my emotions and everything I feel. On Friday my friend left to go to Virginia. He's in the Navy. He's now stationed in Norfolk. But he did call when he got there. I always hate going to the airport and saying good-bye to friends. It sucks. I hate good-byes so much. Guess cuz my life seems to be full of them. On the plus side though one of my Navy friends has been emailing me alot lately. We've been keeping in touch. He wants to come to Florida on leave to see me. I think that would totally be awesome. I really don't understand men right now. They send out confusing and mixed signals. One of my friends liked this one guy and like he told me he liked her. They hung out together and she took him to go drinking on his 21st birthday. She was supposed to go meet his dad this weekend too. However, when we were on base the other night he told her that he had to study but that he would meet her over at Portside in a few hours. Well she called him and he ignored the calls. We didn't see him that night and we noticed his truck was gone. The next day we found out why he didnt call. My friend's roommate had been at this club and saw him getting drunk. So the guy was at a club the whole night. He lied about studying. Then we saw him the next night and he was hanging out with friends. He hasn't called or anything. Guys really are confusing and don't know what they want. Me, I'm just rebuilding my life, taking it one day at a time. There's alot I have to fix in my life but everything will turn out ok. I am going to apply for financial aid for the fall. Yea Michael signed up for like 4 or 5 classes so he could keep the financial aid. But then when school started up again, yea he dropped like 2 of the classes. He's abusing his financial aid and it makes me so mad. If I am approved for financial aid, then he won't be getting as much since we're in the same family. Michael pretty much does his own thing. Whatever, it's his life. But anyways, nothing much is going on. Super Bowl is next Sunday. I may watch it. But for now I'm going to go get ready for the day.