Just Another Entry
Today was a pretty good day. Although alot has been bothering me. Something I don't understand is Nathan. Ok, the other day I wrote him a note asking about what kind of poem he wanted me to write for his book that he wants to get published. Well since I thought we were still friends, I told him some things about guys that were bothering me. Yea he wrote back and bashed me once again. He's like you don't need a relationship and you're only breaking your heart over every guy. Oh and he said that when I dated Jonathan I depended on Jonathan and got caught up in Jon's world. I never depended on Jon. I had a job on the Air Force Base and I was making my own money thank you very much. Nathan is a different person and he no longer knows me and I don't even really know him anymore. I am not going to sit here and take his bashing me anymore though. I shouldn't have to put up with that. I was just trying to be a friend. But oh well. Guess he doesn't want friendship. People keep saying that I go from guy to guy too fast. I'm now dating for fun though. I mean the guys keep leaving me. I don't really believe anything guys say anymore because guys say anything to get sex. Well it doesn't work on me. I'm not a slut like people think. It's my dating life, not theirs. There are many people who date around. It's not my fault guys keep saying they want serious relationships and then they leave. Oh and Nathan has dated two girls since he dumped me so he really has no room to talk. He acts like it's ok for him to date and me not to. No it doesnt work that way. If he's gonna be a jerk, then he can get out of my life cuz I don't need no more drama. My life is my life. I apologized to Nathan and then he turns around and is mean to me again. I don't get it. Maybe it's because he can't let things go, but that's just a theory. But the point is I'm not having him bash me anymore. If he doesn't have something nice to say to me then he can just not talk to me at all. Ok so enough about my ex-boyfriend. Things are going all right at the moment. Oh and I do not make excuses or reasons for what I've been through in life. If I did that, I wouldn't have come this far in life already. But yea, Michael is doing good. I talked to him today. He's dating Britney, some 18 year old college girl. I haven't met her yet. They went to see the movie White Noise today. I would love to see that movie. I really want to see Elektra. Jennifer Garner is awesome! I felt so bad today because my friend Gavin was all depressed and was being all quiet. I don't know what's bothering him but he asked me to go see a movie with him tomorrow. I told him I would. We may go see Blade Trinity. I just don't like seeing him so sad. I care so much about my friends that I always hate seeing them so depressed. I told him that if he needs someone to talk to he can always talk to me. But yea nothing much is going on because my life at the moment is sort of boring. Well I am gonna go do laundry so I'll be back later.