Florida Here I Come
Ok so my boyfriend puts in his last journal how he loves his xbox and he doesnt even mention me at all like how he's picking me up from the airport tomorrow when it's been 3 weeks. Well even if he's not happy to see me, I'll be happy to see him and can't wait to see him tomorrow. I hate this stupid keyboard on the laptop because it doesnt type well at all. Have to be up really early tomorrow cuz I have an early flight to England. Situation at Nathan's house is the best right now so I don't know exactly where I'll be staying yet. I'm still sorting that out. Michael's girlfriend dumped him but I'm glad in a way because she was bad news. She cheated on him when they were going out and then right after she dumps him starts dating another guy. Yet Michael is totally in love with her and told her he'd always be there for her and he would still help her out. Honestly I think he should just leave her alone. CJ got online last night and was like why did your boyfriend talk to me and how did he get my screen name? I called CJ a jerk. CJ was like you are always going across the world to find guys to fall in love with when you know they're not going to work out. Ok that is so not true. Excuse me but I am not a slut. I told CJ I go you know what it's my life stay out of my business. Then I told him to f*** off. I'm getting tired of him thinking he can just tell me to dump my boyfriend and stuff. Hannah told me she thinks he's just jealous that he's not with me. I'm not talking to CJ again. He turned out not to be a friend after all. Oh yea he told me my life was screwy and that I was screwed up!! How's that for a friend? He is so lucky I wasn't there or I would have slapped him!! Ya know, Nate ain't gonna be too happy when he finds out. I hope I do see CJ in Pensacola. Cuz I'm gonna tell him to his face what he is. Friday I will be in Pensacola. I so can't wait!! The weather is going to be nice; it's always warm. Nothing like England or Germany. Both of them are cold right now. I can't wait to be back home. I may stay on through Christmas; haven't decided yet. It will be hard for me to leave Florida again. It's not easy being away overseas for about a year. I am so homesick. I wish Nathan had the money now to move to Florida. I'll move back to the states when I turn 20 which is in about 6 months. Yea I'm gonna be 20, I can't believe that! Time flies by so fast. I had the weirdest dream last night. Now I am not saying this is going to happen b/c I know it won't. But I dreamed that my boyfriend was with another girl. The thing is the girl was one he used to like, one from CP. It was Erin, now a friend of his. I had a dream that like Nathan was ignoring me and I didn't know why and then like I found out he and Erin were together and they were online talking to each other making plans and stuff. I know that's not going to happen but boy it was a nightmare! Well I'm gonna go watch Charmed and get something to eat. Maybe I'll be around later.