Nov 04, 2007 12:29
I have all these feelings, what do they mean.
I will never understand. I hate when things are this way. I am ecstatic and confused, but I don't know what to do.
There are things that I know for sure and many up in the air. Happy and sad at the same time. I don't know how to distinguish the two sometimes.
I love and hate this place. This place I am in is odd, yet relaxing.
She is supposed to care, but I feel she doesn't. What do I do? One says don't try hard to make it work, but you have to be civil. Why? She wasn't and isn't to me. I am supposed to resoect her, but isn't she supposed to protect me? How can I respect someone who acts like she has no responsibility for me?
Help from who, from where?
Lost in space are the answers to my questions.......