i am tired of my life...
I'm tired of:
-Being in College
-This winter belly
-Driving a crappy conversion van
-Not feeling adored
-Feeling used
-Being humiliated every day
-Being called, "eccentric" every day
-working at the rockwall
-it being too cold to swim
-being lazy and unmotivated
-feeling insecure
-materialistic Christmas crap
That's all i could think of right now. I had a rough morning....i don't even care to talk about it.
My birthday is in 2 days. I am going to be 24. Year 23 was full of new relationships, experimenting, bad habits, bike rides, unhealthy relationships, disapointment, and just trying to live. My greatest accomplishment while i was 23 was being Aquatics director at the Boy Scouts camp and going to New York.
i just want to say the words that I feel right now: I AM TIRED OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! I AM TIRED OF ME!! I AM TIRED OF JILL!!!! I hated year 23. I've gone through far worse before year 23 but I still hated year 23. I spent all my time and energy in stupid things and stupid people.
Well, I am going to wait for my dad to show up and fix my vehicle. Oh God.
-Being in College
-This winter belly
-Driving a crappy conversion van
-Not feeling adored
-Feeling used
-Being humiliated every day
-Being called, "eccentric" every day
-working at the rockwall
-it being too cold to swim
-being lazy and unmotivated
-feeling insecure
-materialistic Christmas crap
That's all i could think of right now. I had a rough morning....i don't even care to talk about it.
My birthday is in 2 days. I am going to be 24. Year 23 was full of new relationships, experimenting, bad habits, bike rides, unhealthy relationships, disapointment, and just trying to live. My greatest accomplishment while i was 23 was being Aquatics director at the Boy Scouts camp and going to New York.
i just want to say the words that I feel right now: I AM TIRED OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! I AM TIRED OF ME!! I AM TIRED OF JILL!!!! I hated year 23. I've gone through far worse before year 23 but I still hated year 23. I spent all my time and energy in stupid things and stupid people.
Well, I am going to wait for my dad to show up and fix my vehicle. Oh God.