I have no passion for anything

Oct 09, 2005 00:51

Everybody in my first class laughs at everything. I wrote down, in bold letters, in my notebook: "I want to kill their joy."

On a whim I applied to work at Sunrise Cinemas before seeing 2046, and I was interviewed on the spot. The job is just about mine if I want it, but I'd rather not make that leap now. I think I'll stay working at Barnie's for a little while longer - sometimes I hate the place, but often, too, I love it. I hate the weekends, though. I'm not sure if it's just being here, but I get so depressed when I come back to New Port Richey. No friends around, I guess. Yet it's not like I have a militia of friends over in Tampa, either. Just more to do. If I get real tired over there I can walk down to the library and read or study instead of taking a nap. Here I just want to sleep all the time.

Alex

new port richey, school, movies, suicide

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