May 21, 2008 00:56
I was kicked out because I was sick of the bullshit my mom was trying to pull, but it worked out because I had already been planning on moving in with Helen. I'm happy here, I feel at home. I don't even talk to my mom anymore... I mean, I don't know. I saw her on mother's day for like a minute, but that was it. According to what some people are telling me, she is still trying to make up stories, like saying I was hitting the can and hit the gas station and what-not. So, not talking to her can kind of be seen as a good thing...and since I got here, things have been looking up. The only thing that really hurts lately is how much I miss Antonio. I don't know when I'll ever see him again.
But, good things. I finally got my license back and my car and all that jazz. I get to have food no matter what time I come home without worrying about waking anybody up and getting them pissed. The food I'm eating is healthy. When I lived with my mom the only things I ate were Ramen and CB ravioli. They were the only things I had the time or energy to make. That and fast food. Now the most unhealthy thing I eat has to be... heh, peanut butter and jelly waffles. Vegetables, meals, fruits, all that jazz, now part of my daily diet. I don't even usually drink soda anymore, it's pretty rare. It's always water, milk, or juice. Oh, and coffee so I can function, haha. I have a lot more energy, I actually get stuff done during the day now, when I get off from work, before I start, or if I have the day off. Oh, and I'm so excited! I finally got my first tattoo. It's so pimp, I designed it, with a little help from the tattoo artist. Like I drew it out, but asked for suggestions on how exactly it should be shaped. It's blue and orange, and Helen has a matching one. The zodiac signs for Cancer and Taurus, intertwined, oh yeah. Well, speaking of having more energy, that's mainly because I get sleep usually now. On that note, time for bed.